http://un-loveyou.tumblr.com/post/13963296383/sorry

bid farewell to you at the lift with unwillingness
if not for the time constraint, i might have been able to say it
i just needed more courage
your fingers slide across my skin, i liked it
your hand on my waist, i liked it
it makes me feel like we're us again
like... nothing happened
however, in my expectations but not in my wishes, wasn't it just for a split moment
stepped into the lift, looked at you, wanting to spurt it out
but it never came
coward
probably because those words mean more than they appear to
because those words mean so much, filled with so much sincerity
but all is nought
because i am a coward
once out of your sight (and side), the useless me broke down
all that was in my mind was "보고싶었다고 도 못했어"
so intense, so much so that i started to say those words out
stood outside my door, bawling my eyes out
i'm such a failure
chanting that same sentence again and again, haunting myself with that same thought again and again
and my eyes did not stop
until i finally dared to face myself again, i unlocked the gate.
those words?
"i miss you"

http://un-loveyou.tumblr.com/post/13963296383/sorry

bid farewell to you at the lift with unwillingness
if not for the time constraint, i might have been able to say it
i just needed more courage
your fingers slide across my skin, i liked it
your hand on my waist, i liked it
it makes me feel like we're us again
like... nothing happened
however, in my expectations but not in my wishes, wasn't it just for a split moment
stepped into the lift, looked at you, wanting to spurt it out
but it never came
coward
probably because those words mean more than they appear to
because those words mean so much, filled with so much sincerity
but all is nought
because i am a coward
once out of your sight (and side), the useless me broke down
all that was in my mind was "보고싶었다고 도 못했어"
so intense, so much so that i started to say those words out
stood outside my door, bawling my eyes out
i'm such a failure
chanting that same sentence again and again, haunting myself with that same thought again and again
and my eyes did not stop
until i finally dared to face myself again, i unlocked the gate.
those words?
"i miss you"

Grace. ♥





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